僕の命っつったって 誰の命っつったって 時時々 公平に 裁かれるもんなんでしょ
暗い空にやってきた 鬱を連れてやってきた 時々雨 総計に 頼り切りだ どうしよう
朽ちるまでの愛憎を 朽ちるまでの愛憎を 飲み込む君 簡単に 微笑む君 どうして
言葉を書く 曖昧に 言葉を書く 曖昧に 伝わりきらんないから 君だけをさ 信じて
捨ててきた夢をあつめて ちょっと ちょっと 間違えたから
ああ "時に 時に 躓いたって," 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 言い寄らないで
ああ 君の 君の 君の声が 遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い 傷つけんないで
何番目でも 何番目でも 僕が僕であるために？
契りあつめ 持ってきた 契りあつめ 持ってきた あの日の間違いを 飲み込むのが苦しくて
「子供だましの花ふたつ、」 きっと きっと 諦めたから？
ああ 遠い夢を 追いかけてさ 早い 早い 早い 早い 早い 早い 早い 早い 早い 早い 早い 早い 早い 早い 追いつけんないよ
捨てきれず 残した思いが 憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い 許されないの?
ああ 夢を 夢を 見てたはずが 怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い 近づかないで
合言葉を 繰り返すだけ 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い お願いだから
何番目でも 何番目でも 僕が僕であるために…
My life, your life Any life, really Every once in a while they get judged fairly… maybe
The sky starts to darken once again Depression clouds my mind once again Sometimes it rains, and I count on what I can What else am I supposed to do?
Even love and hate decay Even love and hate decay How do you swallow your words and smile so easily?
Writing down vague words And writing down some more Because I just can't convey That you’re the one I trust
I’m gathering up all the dreams that I abandoned Seems I made a mistake just a tiny, tiny one
Ah, "now and then, now and then, I’ve stumbled" It's cold, cold, cold, cold, cold It's cold, cold, cold, cold, cold So cold, cold, cold, cold Don’t try to comfort me
Ah, your voice, your voice Your voice is Far away, away, away, away Far away, away, away, away, So far away, away, away Don't hurt me
No matter what place I come in, No matter where I stand, Is it enough to just be me?
I gathered the promises I’d made and carried them with me The mistakes of those days, I swallow them painfully
Even love and hate decay Even love and hate decay How do you swallow your words and smile so easily?
Two paper flowers, that you thought were real Maybe, just maybe Is that when you abandoned all hope?
Ah, distant dreams that I chase after Faster, faster, faster Faster, faster, faster Faster, faster, faster I can't catch up to them
I tried to let go of these lingering feelings Hate, hate, hate, hate Hate, hate, hate, hate Hate, hate, hate, hate Can I be forgiven?
Ah, I saw my dreams in front of my eyes And then reality slapped me in my face I'm scared, scared, scared, scared, scared I'm scared, scared, scared, scared, scared I'm scared, scared, scared, scared Don't come any closer
Just repeat the words That you use to greet me It's cold, cold, cold, cold, cold It's cold, cold, cold, cold, cold So cold, so cold, so cold, so cold Please, I’m begging you
No matter what place I come in, No matter where I stand, I don’t care, I’m just me